Waiting for Answers from the Universe

You ever have one of those days where you kept checking e-mail because you desperately were craving clarity on some issue of business or love? This morning I sent out some e-mails inquiring about some business matters with some partners. Of course, since I work from my home office I end up checking for a response every hour. Of course, answers don't come immediatley because they're busy people who, for any number of reasons, can't respond at the drop of a hat.

Today, I started wondering whether I was the cause of the delays I've been perceiving in my career. Mentally. Spiritually. Law of Attraction-wise? Who knows? It's not the first deal I've submitted out into the world and then, for some reason, things just get delayed and move with agonizing slowness.

I'm thinking the common denominator is me.

The universe seems to set things up quickly though. Every project starts with great speed...until I start requesting constant answers of where things stand. I just need to upgrade my cynical viewpoint. It's not that I'm cynical in the strict meaning of the word. I've just practiced bad thought habits. Sometimes I imagine things going in a "realistic" way instead of in the perfect way that I truly want.

My life is bigger than this deal and I don't absolutely need it to happen now. And it will happen anyway because everyone involved is a professional. My hopes ride on it. There's nothing wrong with eagerly wanting answers, especially on business matters. Perhaps, I just need to change the way I feel when I think on those topics. Anticipation instead of nervousness.